I had a quick chat with a friend about how he handled the re-birth process (a better term for end-of-life, dying, passing or however you call it) of her mother while still being active in his regular activities. Listening to how he handled his job, being the sole-caregiver, financier, family man at the same time, and occasionaly crying at the bathroom to relieve his self from the stress, I realized I’m such a DIVA.
Mark was probably right to say that I’m acting so entitled when I pulled him the I’m-so-damsel-in-distress drama so don’t you dare complain why everything’s a mess, why the kids are all getting sick.
Anyhow, I think I put so much drama on my little world. I need to move my mind out of it from time to time, add a few little activities to my routine — which is mostly either getting worried, depressed which are all not helping.
So viola! My world-changing idea is to post daily here, and it should be from the computer (not from the celphone). Like duh. At least it’s not going to be a video blog. =)