hello sunshine

i’m glad summer is over.
i’m feeling low the past months.
and, i feel this month of may is my lowest.
depression, maybe.
but i guess depression is too deep for me.
i really cannot pinpoint what i feel
it’s a mix of negative emotions which i’d rather not mention
imagine a kid in tantrums without any reason
i just want to totally forget about it
because it sounds, feels ugly

i’ve been wanting to write one by one the reasons why i feel low
for the purpose of venting them out
to unload the heavy feeling i’m keeping
but, right now my mind goes blank
i guess it’s better that way
it’s best to say goodbye instead

as summer will be over
so will be my feeling of being low
i’ll let the summer hotness burn them

it’ll be june few hours from now.
goodbye ugly feeling!!!