Month: May 2008

sam is caren’s baby
this was before i gave birth to mat
margie’s leaving off for davao the following day for good
it was some mini despedida get-together.

sam is caren’s baby
this was before i gave birth to mat
margie’s leaving off for davao the following day for good
it was some mini despedida get-together.

i’m glad summer is over.
i’m feeling low the past months.
and, i feel this month of may is my lowest.
depression, maybe.
but i guess depression is too deep for me.
i really cannot pinpoint what i feel
it’s a mix of negative emotions which i’d rather not mention
imagine a kid in tantrums without any reason
i just want to totally forget about it
because it sounds, feels ugly

i’ve been wanting to write one by one the reasons why i feel low
for the purpose of venting them out
to unload the heavy feeling i’m keeping
but, right now my mind goes blank
i guess it’s better that way
it’s best to say goodbye instead

as summer will be over
so will be my feeling of being low
i’ll let the summer hotness burn them

it’ll be june few hours from now.
goodbye ugly feeling!!!

i’m glad summer is over.
i’m feeling low the past months.
and, i feel this month of may is my lowest.
depression, maybe.
but i guess depression is too deep for me.
i really cannot pinpoint what i feel
it’s a mix of negative emotions which i’d rather not mention
imagine a kid in tantrums without any reason
i just want to totally forget about it
because it sounds, feels ugly

i’ve been wanting to write one by one the reasons why i feel low
for the purpose of venting them out
to unload the heavy feeling i’m keeping
but, right now my mind goes blank
i guess it’s better that way
it’s best to say goodbye instead

as summer will be over
so will be my feeling of being low
i’ll let the summer hotness burn them

it’ll be june few hours from now.
goodbye ugly feeling!!!

impacted tooth. that’s what the dentist told me what i’m experiencing now.
i knew a friend who suffered from this before, and it was not easy for her
so i googled it, and the results sound scary
scarier than c-section =)

the dentist had done nothing yet because we have to wait for the swelling to subside before he can further examine me
i hope i do not have to undergo some oral surgery just to remove the impacted tooth.

impacted tooth. that’s what the dentist told me what i’m experiencing now.
i knew a friend who suffered from this before, and it was not easy for her
so i googled it, and the results sound scary
scarier than c-section =)

the dentist had done nothing yet because we have to wait for the swelling to subside before he can further examine me
i hope i do not have to undergo some oral surgery just to remove the impacted tooth.

aside from being pregnant, the only thing that could make me go to a doctor is toothache. it started sunday night, i popped a pain reliever and thought that i would wake up toothacheless but i was wrong; the right side of my face was swollen. i mean my face already looks swollen because of my fats but there’s that extra heavy swell and that ‘ngolngol’ kind of pain.

so i went to my OB on monday. i made my OB an all-around kind of doctor. i’m ashame to go to a dentist because it’s been ages i had my last ‘teeth cleaning.’ =) also, i went to my OB first so she could prescribed me anti-biotics that is breastfeeding friendly, and some painkillers.

i’m not a painkiller meds fan but the ‘ngolngol’ makes me extra sensitive. i’m easily irk with my kids’ mess, their loud noise, their unreasonable demands, their nonsense fights that i easily snapped out on them which makes my blood boils which in turn added to the ‘ngolngol.’ enough of my masochism, so i pop painkiller pill after pill. =) it makes me a happy mother with a swollen face.

i guess one positive thing this toothache brought is that i’m forced to go on a diet. i’d been on oatmeal since monday. i’m scared of sweets. and, i’m still fat; no, make it obese. =) but i notice my milk production kind of slow down which is bad… really bad. i cannot afford to lose my breastmilk yet.

if by tomorrow, i’m still in pain, i’m going to a dentist, the first dentist i could find here in ‘lacion. and, strap myself to ‘that chair’ (how you call thier chair that goes up and down?) and have him/her pull out my tooth/teeth — i’ve been playing this scene in my head, again and again, every time the painkiller’s effect is gone and the ‘ngolngol’ is back.

aside from being pregnant, the only thing that could make me go to a doctor is toothache. it started sunday night, i popped a pain reliever and thought that i would wake up toothacheless but i was wrong; the right side of my face was swollen. i mean my face already looks swollen because of my fats but there’s that extra heavy swell and that ‘ngolngol’ kind of pain.

so i went to my OB on monday. i made my OB an all-around kind of doctor. i’m ashame to go to a dentist because it’s been ages i had my last ‘teeth cleaning.’ =) also, i went to my OB first so she could prescribed me anti-biotics that is breastfeeding friendly, and some painkillers.

i’m not a painkiller meds fan but the ‘ngolngol’ makes me extra sensitive. i’m easily irk with my kids’ mess, their loud noise, their unreasonable demands, their nonsense fights that i easily snapped out on them which makes my blood boils which in turn added to the ‘ngolngol.’ enough of my masochism, so i pop painkiller pill after pill. =) it makes me a happy mother with a swollen face.

i guess one positive thing this toothache brought is that i’m forced to go on a diet. i’d been on oatmeal since monday. i’m scared of sweets. and, i’m still fat; no, make it obese. =) but i notice my milk production kind of slow down which is bad… really bad. i cannot afford to lose my breastmilk yet.

if by tomorrow, i’m still in pain, i’m going to a dentist, the first dentist i could find here in ‘lacion. and, strap myself to ‘that chair’ (how you call thier chair that goes up and down?) and have him/her pull out my tooth/teeth — i’ve been playing this scene in my head, again and again, every time the painkiller’s effect is gone and the ‘ngolngol’ is back.