Month: March 2007

i’m not going to talk much about my weight improvement and such because there’s not really much improvement. if you see me, i don’t look like i’ve been sweating out in gym because i’m still the same old sexy fat. =) no. make it obese. =)

* honestly, i’m bored to death going to the gym. if only i had not paid already for 6 months, i had quit a long time ago.
* tenchu to the cuties here and there, it somehow erases the boredom a bit (me liar). plus with the summer vacation, you can see lots of may-mga-gatas-pa-sa-labi(e) hs/college boys.
* i’ve been reading gay blogs lately, i can not help but think if these cutee iron-pumping boys are really boys. when i saw two male buddies helping each other, it made me think if they are couple or not. if i see a very neat guy with nice muscles, straight-acting gay or closeted?  i’m not only exercising my body, but also my gaydar.
* i saw 2 ‘celebrities’ in the gym. john hall and budoy. i think john hall is a member here because i see him on a regular basis. budoy was having some pictorial for the 2big bottled water.
* i’m no good at small talks so until now i have not make any friends at the gym. this made me think if i’m snob, unfriendly, or people simply just not like me to be their friends. =)
* looking at the timer of those cardio machines makes me want to puke already. and also watching mtb, mtv, and myx does not help.
* to break this boredom, i brought some hiphop songs with me yesterday (wa’y mo react), and it did wonders. it definitely is a good distraction. it keeps me from not always looking at the timer. =)
* korean invasion. it’s like 3/5 in the gym are koreans. and, shyet, i’m envious at their being slim! it makes me think God can be unfair.
* i tried all the cardio machines in the gym. =)
* i’m taking weights exercises seriously lately. i’m thinking, if i can’t get to lose those fats, then maybe i can turn them into muscles instead. (correct me if i’m wrong with my thinking.)
* i think i do well and fine on the exercise side. what i need is to be more food conscious. but any kind of dieting will not work on me because i looooove to eat, hungry or not. so it’s not really about dieting but more of how to hate eating. =) anorexia nervosa, come rescue me! =)

so next time, you’ll see me or not, either i’m still sexy obese or a muscle mary. =)

i’m not going to talk much about my weight improvement and such because there’s not really much improvement. if you see me, i don’t look like i’ve been sweating out in gym because i’m still the same old sexy fat. =) no. make it obese. =)

* honestly, i’m bored to death going to the gym. if only i had not paid already for 6 months, i had quit a long time ago.
* tenchu to the cuties here and there, it somehow erases the boredom a bit (me liar). plus with the summer vacation, you can see lots of may-mga-gatas-pa-sa-labi(e) hs/college boys.
* i’ve been reading gay blogs lately, i can not help but think if these cutee iron-pumping boys are really boys. when i saw two male buddies helping each other, it made me think if they are couple or not. if i see a very neat guy with nice muscles, straight-acting gay or closeted?  i’m not only exercising my body, but also my gaydar.
* i saw 2 ‘celebrities’ in the gym. john hall and budoy. i think john hall is a member here because i see him on a regular basis. budoy was having some pictorial for the 2big bottled water.
* i’m no good at small talks so until now i have not make any friends at the gym. this made me think if i’m snob, unfriendly, or people simply just not like me to be their friends. =)
* looking at the timer of those cardio machines makes me want to puke already. and also watching mtb, mtv, and myx does not help.
* to break this boredom, i brought some hiphop songs with me yesterday (wa’y mo react), and it did wonders. it definitely is a good distraction. it keeps me from not always looking at the timer. =)
* korean invasion. it’s like 3/5 in the gym are koreans. and, shyet, i’m envious at their being slim! it makes me think God can be unfair.
* i tried all the cardio machines in the gym. =)
* i’m taking weights exercises seriously lately. i’m thinking, if i can’t get to lose those fats, then maybe i can turn them into muscles instead. (correct me if i’m wrong with my thinking.)
* i think i do well and fine on the exercise side. what i need is to be more food conscious. but any kind of dieting will not work on me because i looooove to eat, hungry or not. so it’s not really about dieting but more of how to hate eating. =) anorexia nervosa, come rescue me! =)

so next time, you’ll see me or not, either i’m still sexy obese or a muscle mary. =)

lahi na ang init… i’m not sure if i like to hit the beach. =)

lahi na ang init… i’m not sure if i like to hit the beach. =)

i was not really in colon street but in downtown area. i or most of us refer to downtown as colon. i  went there to follow-up something in dti.

* i got off from the 62c jeep at the back of gaisano main, and thought of just walking to sto niño area from there. i realized that i’m not quite close to sto niño. oh well, perfect chance to check some dibidi pirates and other goodies on the way.
* i passed by visayan(?) restaurant. when i was a kid, this place was like ‘the place to be:’ graduations, birthdays, special get together. it somehow looks the same though compared to the new restaurants in cebu, it looks like ‘carenderia.’  i wonder if their foods are still that good.
* beside visayan restaurant is CIA, center for international academy, and people going in and out looks japs/koreans to me. is this an international school?
* from my pov, nothing much really changed with downtown. chinese-owned businesses are still majority in their usual set-up (goodies in ‘stantes’)  plus the abobots of sidewalk vendors.
* got the dibidis. all kiddie stuffs. i really felt a li’l pang of guilt buying the pirates; edu manzano was and is still on my mind. sorry, barney, i did not buy your original. anyhoo, we got the original stuffed toy of you. i got the dibidis at 3 for P200.
* i was craving for something ‘parat.’ and saw this stall on the sidewalk selling siomai for P6. looking at the happy eaters, i could not resist but join them. later i saw another street vendor selling siomai at P3. wow, cheaper but too cheap that i can’t help but imagine cats/rats. =) no, thank you.

’til next time. =)

i was not really in colon street but in downtown area. i or most of us refer to downtown as colon. i  went there to follow-up something in dti.

* i got off from the 62c jeep at the back of gaisano main, and thought of just walking to sto niño area from there. i realized that i’m not quite close to sto niño. oh well, perfect chance to check some dibidi pirates and other goodies on the way.
* i passed by visayan(?) restaurant. when i was a kid, this place was like ‘the place to be:’ graduations, birthdays, special get together. it somehow looks the same though compared to the new restaurants in cebu, it looks like ‘carenderia.’  i wonder if their foods are still that good.
* beside visayan restaurant is CIA, center for international academy, and people going in and out looks japs/koreans to me. is this an international school?
* from my pov, nothing much really changed with downtown. chinese-owned businesses are still majority in their usual set-up (goodies in ‘stantes’)  plus the abobots of sidewalk vendors.
* got the dibidis. all kiddie stuffs. i really felt a li’l pang of guilt buying the pirates; edu manzano was and is still on my mind. sorry, barney, i did not buy your original. anyhoo, we got the original stuffed toy of you. i got the dibidis at 3 for P200.
* i was craving for something ‘parat.’ and saw this stall on the sidewalk selling siomai for P6. looking at the happy eaters, i could not resist but join them. later i saw another street vendor selling siomai at P3. wow, cheaper but too cheap that i can’t help but imagine cats/rats. =) no, thank you.

’til next time. =)

was my first time to cross over transcentral. love the cool air when you’re way up – made me miss so much my hometown, badian… and my uncle jonas who loves anything outdoor, his out-of-the-blue mantaluyong adventures… =)

was my first time to cross over transcentral. love the cool air when you’re way up – made me miss so much my hometown, badian… and my uncle jonas who loves anything outdoor, his out-of-the-blue mantaluyong adventures… =)

i enjoy being an audience to some cyber catfight like this http://malditasteph.multiply.com/journal/item/107 but i cannot imagine being in the spotlight or never wish of being in the hotseat.

but with my 1 comment to an entry to someone not in my network (but i do read his posts from time to time), gave me a li’l peak into it. and, it’s not nice.

i felt bad that with my 1 spur-of-the-moment did-not-mean-anything comment/question somehow offended the author. but we know that even with millions of sorries and reasons, the damage has been done.  lesson of the story: be careful with what you blurt in the cyberworld, and of course in the real world. and, to think i’m miss friendship (well, i’d like to believe so).

i enjoy being an audience to some cyber catfight like this http://malditasteph.multiply.com/journal/item/107 but i cannot imagine being in the spotlight or never wish of being in the hotseat.

but with my 1 comment to an entry to someone not in my network (but i do read his posts from time to time), gave me a li’l peak into it. and, it’s not nice.

i felt bad that with my 1 spur-of-the-moment did-not-mean-anything comment/question somehow offended the author. but we know that even with millions of sorries and reasons, the damage has been done.  lesson of the story: be careful with what you blurt in the cyberworld, and of course in the real world. and, to think i’m miss friendship (well, i’d like to believe so).