Because part-time gives you part-time?!?

I’m really having a hard time as to how to go around my tasks for I guess it gets to the point that I need to fully sit down on it, and give it my full attention. But since I look at it as just “part time” (though it takes too much of my time), then action follows.

But lately, I felt there’s a need for me to summon all my attention and concentration just so I can feel it move, like sensible forward progress.

So I’m deciding that come May, I will work on it like a slave for a month, and see if there will be some sensible positive outcome of it.

Because sometimes giving it a part-time effort is more tiring than attacking it full head-on!!!

Dear Universe, make May be nice to me for my birthday!