positively preggers

it’s not that it’s a shocker but i was constantly denying that it’s going to happen… for my own selfish reasons. =(

Migi’s Ate Mona is pregnant. She’s been with us since Migi’s day 1. Somehow, we’re dependent on her, we’re used to having her around — putting order to chaos. I feel very secure leaving the kids to her (more secure leaving the kids to her than Mark). She’s smart and experienced — she’s really God-send angel to our family. =) We’re spoiled. I’m ashame to admit but she knows Migi better than us — they have this connection. She’s like the mother to our kids while Mark and I are more like friends to our kids. (how bad parents we are.)

God has reasons for throwing this to us. One, this would definitely force me to be a real mother to my kids instead of hiding behind Ate Mona’s skirt when things get out of control. This can be exagerration but this happens once in awhile.

I wonder how Migi will take it. Is he too young to notice it? But I hope he’ll remember her – I’ll make sure of that.

I pray that every thing goes well with her pregnancy. She’s having difficulty conceiving, so definitely this baby is a blessing. This is her 2nd child after 8 years. Of course, we’ll be here for her and her family whatever happens. =) except that I already gave away migi and meg’s baby stuffs, ggrrrr…